The Celebration of Josh will be held at 10 am Saturday February 13, 2010 at Visalia First Assembly of God on Walnut and Demaree. Please come!
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Things... change quickly.
Well, for the past 3 days Josh hasn't really been eating- or drinking. He complains of belly pain and that he just can't force himself to eat. He's vomited a total of 3 times (I think, maybe more)... Dad took him to have labs done yesterday and we got them back this morning. His liver function came back a little abnormal. After speaking with Dr Srinivas and giving her Josh's labs she said that Josh needed to go to the nearest ER immediately... It seems as though her major concern is that Josh is not eating or drinking. Dad tried to get Josh out of bed but Josh was just kinda... not all there i guess. So, Dad had the ambulance come get Josh. Once I realized there were EMT's in the house I went to see what all was going on and I asked my Dad if Josh was really that weak to not get out of bed; and my Dad said he's just not mentally with it. Josh, Dad, and Vicki are now headed to the ER and I am home with Zack... I'll keep you all updated at the situation progresses, please be praying for my brother. Please pray.
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Thursday, February 4, 2010
Things are... good!
Josh is doing well right now, doing some normal activities... making runs to the bank by himself, going to get his car washed, and regularly visiting friends... That is one thing about my brother, he LOVES to drive. He recently bought a new (used) car that is easier for him to get in and out of; with his own money I might add =) I have always been somewhat jealous of Josh's ability to save money... He can fight the burning sensation of a 5 dollar bill in his pocket whereas it is a bit more difficult for me! (and he knows this and loves to rub it in my face- like when he buys (new) used cars!) Also, he recently bought himself some furniture for his room from Oak Liquidator's; a couple of new dressers, night stands, a coffee table, and a nice rug!
Recently, Josh has had a really good attitude. What I mean by good attitude is that dark cloud that used to hang around him is starting to leave. Dustin (my boyfriend) and I went out to breakfast with Josh the other morning and we were telling him how his spirit/demeanor has just changed... He's been joking around a lot with me, teasing me, being stubborn... his old self! On the way home from breakfast, Josh and I were discussing how we both have started to begin shedding new light on our situation- one particular thing that both him and I are starting to accept as a truth is a one liner that one of Josh's room mates in the hospital once said to him. He was a man who was being sent home because there was nothing more the doctors could do for him and one night he was sharing some stuff with everyone in the room and he told Josh that one thing he held onto to was, "I have cancer, cancer does not have me." Now, I'm going to be completely honest here- at the time I thought, "how sweet- this man has hope even though the doctors told him he is going to die" but as I have been going through this with the family I realize that that statement has soooo much more to offer than hope. It's declarative in addressing that cancer is not something you die from, it is something you live with. Life is hard and messy- and each of us have really difficult hurdles to overcome, but attitude really is everything; I trust that God will supply each and every one of us with the tools necessary to get through these "waves" of hardships if we just become more dependent on him and keep our focus on Him. (In no way am I saying that I do this well, or that it is easy- but I truly believe this is what makes it bearable in any difficult situation.)
One other thing I shared with Josh later that day was something that I had picked up earlier that morning in church- the speaker was talking about one of his favorite stories in the bible (and if you can locate it- PLEASE share that information with me!!) the story is when either Jesus or his disciples are walking with some pharisees and the pharisees pointed out a beggar and had asked whether his situation was that of his own doings or his father's and Jesus (or disciples?) replied, neither- the man was in his situation to reveal the Glory of God. When I shared this with Josh we started talking about what it meant to have the glory of God revealed and Dustin brought us to a current event- Haiti... this was definitely something Josh could better understand. (Me, too! Thanks, Dust!)
It has been an invaluable blessing to be able to get to know my brother on this level and have discussions of such with him.
On another note, we were scheduled to go to Stanford this past Wednesday (2/3) but Josh's blood work on Tuesday revealed that his Platelets (again... Ugh!) were too low to receive treatment and that his INR (the test used to gain insight on his blood anti-coagulation medication and how it is working...) was much too high and Dr. Srinivas ordered to have the anti-coagulation medication to be stopped immediately for the next 3 days and have blood tested again on Friday to see where the INR is then.
Thin blood + low platelets = no good if you get a cut, or fall, or randomly start bleeding!
Josh has not ran into any of these =)
Also, it looks as though Josh has started to retain a little bit of water in his belly and in his legs- this is mostly caused from lack of albumin-main protein in blood (Josh needs to eat lots and lots of foooood.)
So there's the wrap up! I hope you all feel well informed and have a better idea of how you can be praying for Joshua & Family.
<3chels
Recently, Josh has had a really good attitude. What I mean by good attitude is that dark cloud that used to hang around him is starting to leave. Dustin (my boyfriend) and I went out to breakfast with Josh the other morning and we were telling him how his spirit/demeanor has just changed... He's been joking around a lot with me, teasing me, being stubborn... his old self! On the way home from breakfast, Josh and I were discussing how we both have started to begin shedding new light on our situation- one particular thing that both him and I are starting to accept as a truth is a one liner that one of Josh's room mates in the hospital once said to him. He was a man who was being sent home because there was nothing more the doctors could do for him and one night he was sharing some stuff with everyone in the room and he told Josh that one thing he held onto to was, "I have cancer, cancer does not have me." Now, I'm going to be completely honest here- at the time I thought, "how sweet- this man has hope even though the doctors told him he is going to die" but as I have been going through this with the family I realize that that statement has soooo much more to offer than hope. It's declarative in addressing that cancer is not something you die from, it is something you live with. Life is hard and messy- and each of us have really difficult hurdles to overcome, but attitude really is everything; I trust that God will supply each and every one of us with the tools necessary to get through these "waves" of hardships if we just become more dependent on him and keep our focus on Him. (In no way am I saying that I do this well, or that it is easy- but I truly believe this is what makes it bearable in any difficult situation.)
One other thing I shared with Josh later that day was something that I had picked up earlier that morning in church- the speaker was talking about one of his favorite stories in the bible (and if you can locate it- PLEASE share that information with me!!) the story is when either Jesus or his disciples are walking with some pharisees and the pharisees pointed out a beggar and had asked whether his situation was that of his own doings or his father's and Jesus (or disciples?) replied, neither- the man was in his situation to reveal the Glory of God. When I shared this with Josh we started talking about what it meant to have the glory of God revealed and Dustin brought us to a current event- Haiti... this was definitely something Josh could better understand. (Me, too! Thanks, Dust!)
It has been an invaluable blessing to be able to get to know my brother on this level and have discussions of such with him.
On another note, we were scheduled to go to Stanford this past Wednesday (2/3) but Josh's blood work on Tuesday revealed that his Platelets (again... Ugh!) were too low to receive treatment and that his INR (the test used to gain insight on his blood anti-coagulation medication and how it is working...) was much too high and Dr. Srinivas ordered to have the anti-coagulation medication to be stopped immediately for the next 3 days and have blood tested again on Friday to see where the INR is then.
Thin blood + low platelets = no good if you get a cut, or fall, or randomly start bleeding!
Josh has not ran into any of these =)
Also, it looks as though Josh has started to retain a little bit of water in his belly and in his legs- this is mostly caused from lack of albumin-main protein in blood (Josh needs to eat lots and lots of foooood.)
So there's the wrap up! I hope you all feel well informed and have a better idea of how you can be praying for Joshua & Family.
<3chels
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